What if it was ALL Aligned?

Oldie but goodie writing from my vault of notes.

Photo by Sasha Freemind on Unsplash

I made so many past me’s bad, perhaps you can relate?⠀

The me that started college at 17 to graduate by 22 and didn’t til I was 27. ⠀

The me that was very sensual + sexuall but shamed myself for touching my own body. (Hello, programming from caregivers and society!)

The me that dated the guy for 4 years when I knew it was done after 2. And did it again later in a marriage.⠀

The me that spent money I didn’t have on friends in order to gain approval and belonging.⠀

The me that didn’t have the wildly successful career at 30. ⠀

The me that wandered.

The me that didn’t follow through. ⠀

The me that had s…ex too young from peer pressure. ⠀

The me that followed a man in the army. ⠀

The me that helped 2 men build successful businesses and career while not creating my own. ⠀

THE POINT IS⠀

The more you make your past selves wrong, the more wrong you may subtly feel now in who you are. ⠀

And this is not forward moving energy. 

It’s stuck - holdback - sticky - muddy energy. I learned, all of these were beautiful lessons on finding myself in deeper ways. In claiming myself, my boundaries, my worth, it was all mirroring back to me what needed to be healed.

I ask myself often, “If I were to die today, can I be grateful for my body of work in the world? Can I let it ALL be more than enough?”⠀

The answer has *grown into* a ‘yes’ as I’ve worked to embody ALL of my past me’s wisdom over the false shame of not quite hitting the mark. ⠀

Do you want to rewrite these feelings in your body? To grow into feeling your YES to feeling great about your legacy now? ⠀

In all of that perception of ‘bad’ there were also great times, laughs, love, adventure… it was all aligned at the time, til it wasn’t and the wounds showed face. THEN, it was decision time, was THIS who I was going to continue to be, a victim to my wounded choices, or was I going to face myself and my life and RISE?

Let the energy of those past you’s that ‘made mistakes’ be set free

And changing those negative stories in your body’s memory

to ones of your courage, your leaps, your rise, your wisdom

So that YOU Today can become available for even more because it’s ALL enough, NOW… ⠀

Can you feel it? ⠀

I’m opening up spaces to work with me One on One in September.

This includes:

• Zoom coaching calls (or in person if you’re local) 2-3 times per month

• Past Courses + Classes

• Text/Voice Memo support between our calls/sessions for real time support + guidance.

• HUGE TRANSFORMATION

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Close August with the meditation below to help you heal any past versions of you that you’ve made wrong or bad. Transmute it into love + wisdom coursing through your cells.

O’s + X’s,⠀

Fallon Jaye

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